t r a c k o n e
G o A h e a d
Go ahead ... say it again ... you didn't mean to hurt me - Go ahead ... say it again ... you're so very sorry - I'd like too snap your head off your shoulders - Pinch your brain til it smolders - Etch my pain deep into your skin - You're very sorry, you didn't mean it, Oh - Go ahead say it again, go ahead say it again - Did I steal your fire - Did I make you feel normal ... Well you know you'll be fine - Go ahead ... say it again ... about how you love me - I'm some kind of diamond on your finger - I'd like to snap your head off your shoulders - Pinch your brain til it smolders - Etch my pain deep into your skin - You're very sorry - You didn't mean it - Go ahead say it again ... go ahead say it again |
t r a c k t w o
M a n i c G i r l
You can tell when everything is shiny new and then you bust your ass there's nothing you can do to keep it that way. - All the stupid things you said, just looked at me and opened your mouth and all this ignorance poured out down to the ground - This is my manic pace - This is my manic face - This is what I look like when I don't know what I'm doing - This is my manic world - And I'm your manic girl - This is what I act like when I think I might be crazy - This is my manic pace - This is my manic face - Somehow it makes me feel kind of dirty inside when I think about things left undone. See I'm under the gun - Then I catch myself thinking, you know. I don't even know what I do this for. Then I ask for more - This is my manic pace - This is my manic face - This is what I look like when I don't know what I'm doing - This is my manic world - And I'm your manic girl - This is what I look like ... - when I don't know what I'm doing - when I think I might be crazy - when I wish that I was sleeping - that I was sleeping, that I was sleeping |
t r a c k t h r e e
F o r Y o u
I could travel to NY City - Dress in black and slump around the Village - Pierce my flesh with jewels and needles - Turn my black hair white or whatever - I could hang with the mod and the junkie - Sleep all day and run out of money - Put my faith in God or the Beatles - Turn my black hair whatever I needed - whatever I needed - But I'd still be the same to you - My heart would remain for you - I could inject my anger like venom - Seek revenge then slowly drown in it - Pierce my head with weed or religion - Turn my black thoughts white or whatever - I could think about all I'm missing - Lift my head and see what I can take in - Put my fears away with a ribbon - Turn my white thoughts whatever I needed |
t r a c k f o u r
I A m
I am your one true voice - I am your only choice - I am the air you breathe - I am the fix you need - I am the salt you sweat - I am the high you hope to get - I am your driving force - I am the need for more and more - I am your private hell, your sweetest smell - your constant, changing voice - I am your best advice, your darkest night - your silent, raging noise - I am, I am - I am, I am - I am your waking thought - I am the prize you want - I am the one who cares - I am your rocking chair - I am the hope you seek - I am the force you think you need - I am your heart's desire - I am the one to take you higher - Ease back into my embrace - Ease back let me touch your face - Ease back into my embrace - Ease back let me soothe you rage |
t r a c k f i v e
T h i n g s I D o
All the things I do wrap around me like a blanket - a warm, wool blanket - All the things I do melt off me like icing - on a warm cake - And I'm left standing naked, needing more time to do what I do - And I'm left standing naked, needing more time - I have this hitler list that runs my life - And says good girl, bad girl, worthless worm - I have this hitler list to help me breathe - To be a rock inside my lungs - It makes me scream - All the things I do confine me like bracelets - cold steel bracelets - All the things I do protect me like mother - protects her baby - And I'm left standing naked, needing more time to do what I do - And I'm left standing naked, needing more time - Trip up my stairs ... you can - Turn down my glare ... and you - Trip up my eyes ... then I ... I start again |
t r a c k s i x
N e v e r M e a n t T o
I never meant to do you harm, I was wrong - Everything I should have done - Every note I should have sung - Every charge I've ever brought - Every innocence I've lost - Rot in little baskets in a ring around my head - Everything I did was wrong, everything I said was wrong - I say I don't mind the failure but I'm lying - Everything I see is red, everything is bloody dead - And I don't have to tell you that I'm dying - I never meant to lie, never meant to harm - Well, once or twice, I meant to - I never wanted this, never meant to hit - Well, once or twice, I meant to - Every way I've ever failed - Every hope that I've impaled - Rest in little baskets in a ring around my head - Every word I could have spoken - Every promise I have broken - Rot in little baskets in a ring around my head - Sinking fast ... I'm guilty - Sinking fast ... crucify me - Sinking fast ... it's what you want - Sinking ... everything is dead |
t r a c k s e v e n
U n d e r s t a n d
Is it a crime to want to be happy in a sick, sick world - If it's the fool who believes in forgiveness, I'm a sick, sick girl - I long to cry on someone's shoulder - To receive a friend's absolution - And I think I know that look I've seen it before - I think you're pitying me - And if you need an emotional score - Then I will be your emotional whore - And when I spit you out at last - You'll understand, try to understand - When is the time to give into mercy and walk from the pain - Where is the will to yearn for our freedom and break the chains - I long to fall into your slumber - You long to slowly pull me under - And I think you know me well, far too well - Too well for my own good - Is it a crime to want to be happy in a sick, sick world - I'm a sick, sick girl - And if you need an emotional score - Then I will be your emotional whore - And when I spit you out at last - You'll understand, try to understand |
t r a c k e i g h t
H u m a n N a t u r e
It wasn't even difficult, I hardly had to try - Just my human nature, damned hard to deny - And it started with one little white lie - Lie, lie, pretty little lie ... compromising - Lie, lie, one shade at a time ... one shade at a time - Lie, lie, dirty little lie ... no disguising - Lie, lie, an addiction to crime ... an addiction to crime - And you're no different than me, the disease the same - And you're no different from her, only the symptoms change - Only the symptoms change - The disease ... the disease remains - I didn't think it possible, it's all beyond my shame - That my heart is noble, and I believed this game - Now it's started, it's all the same |
t r a c k n i n e
L e t D o w n
You don't have to tell me the noble thing to do - Smile real nice like everything is fine - And if my dreams break - And if my head aches - And if my balls fall to the ground - And if my spine cracks - And if I lose track - Would you even feel a little let down? - You don't have to give me the skin upon your back - Mine's real nice, I'm never going back - You can tell me that you love me - I choke down the words you say - You can tell me that you need me - How you're here to stand beside me - You can kiss me if you want to - We know it don't mean much - In the end you fold me over - That's just the way you are |
t r a c k t e n
A l l I n M y H e a d
Was it all in my head, the ugly things, you said to me - Now it's all in my hands, do I want to be what you want me to be - Tell me what would you do if I snapped you in two - If I drove you into the ground - Tell me what would you say if I just walked away - Like this is how it was meant to go down - Was it all in my head, the things you ... - You can lay me out - You can nail me down - You can find me waiting - You can lift me up - You can knock me down - You can find me hating there - You can twist & scream - You can be obscene - Then you'll find me laughing - You can make me sweat - You can surely get just what I'm after there - Was it all in my mind, just how unkind, you seemed to be - Now it all falls away, and I'm left blind, like you need me to be - Tell me what would you do if I snapped you in two - If I drove you into the ground - Tell me what would you say if I blew you away - If I left without a sound - Was it all in my head, the things you ... |
t r a c k e l e v e n
B e t t e r O f f
Give em more you say like it doesn't cost a dime - Give em what they need, a soothing nursery rhyme - Give it all you've got, like a star that's fading fast - Give em more and more and more as you fade into the past - This is not what I want - ... Don't hold me to my word - This is not what I need - ... Consume me in your world - This is all that I've got - ... This ringing in my head - This is all that I want - ... And I'd be better off dead - Shave it from your bones, extract it from your skin - Give your very soul and then start over again - Make it seem so real as you're spinning out of control - Learn to draw em in and then you learn to let them go |
t r a c k t w e l v e
T e a r i n g M e D o w n
I was dreaming that I was someone - I was taller, smarter, prettier - I was hoping you could help me - But you consume me, you make me dirtier - Now you'll make all seem better - If I can just give up my sorrow - Glad to hear it's so damn easy - All the time we've wasted using me, tearing me down - I was dreaming I was such a young thing - I held magic in my fingers - Weren't you saying - (Aw, you're so special) - And then you bruised me beyond all reason - I was hoping - that you could hold me - that you could help me - that you could know me - but you consume me - but you confuse me - you make me dirtier |